No food but here’s a thought (or two).
I’ve been thinking, if everyone points out something you did over and over again as a mistake, should you be indignant about it or should you try to reflect & conform to their expectations? There’s always this struggle between self and society, always this struggle between what you deem right and what others actually feel. How do we end this?
Another thought: Part of me actually felt afraid that my friends would have felt the same way as I did. What if I was doing it all wrong, that they might feel that I have been neglecting them? But thankfully my worries were unfounded, thank you to my dearest friends who always let me know where I go wrong or right. & of course it helps that the boy believes in “Absence makes the heart grow fonder”. I do enjoy our time apart because it means I can write him letters.
Last thought, where should my career go from here? Time to sit down and make some serious plans/decisions.
