Sidelined.
It’s been awhile since I felt this way, getting hurt by a friend. And by a seemingly small matter at that. The saddest part was that I tried so damn hard to make sure that you (& the rest of my friends) would never feel this way, that even if I was in a relationship it would never change our friendship. It hurts this much because you matter alot to me, but I guess I’m alone on this. In the end I still didn’t matter enough. Not even worth 15 minutes of your time.
Moments like these I just feel that it’s not worth the effort to go the extra mile for others because honestly, nobody remembers or cares. Nobody fucking cares.
I don’t think you will ever understand but it’s okay. It will always be okay.
