
Still have not found the courage to finish the last 2 episodes, don’t think I’ll ever be ready to cry about this :/
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Still have not found the courage to finish the last 2 episodes, don’t think I’ll ever be ready to cry about this :/
(Source: afza147)
WHAT WILL I DO WITH MY LIFE WHEN ROOFTOP PRINCE ENDS TODAY :(
I think I will bawl my eyes out for the last 2 episodes, sigh.
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2012.05.12-13 lives in Yokohama (via adlim)
I.WAS.THERE.ROCKING.OUT.WITH.THEM and I still remember the pretty, pretty stage and them boys on those floats <3 And Tet-chan’s new haircut.
I’ll give anything to go back again. Anything.

I think this is probably what I miss the most - getting lost in the bright lights with you, amidst lonely but kind strangers, laughing at your Japanese (you do not say konbanwa at all times of the day), the only things on our minds are what’s for supper tonight and is it too cold for ice-cream, wait it is never too cold for ice-cream.
My brother asked me why do I have so many poisonous people in my life, why don’t I just let them go before they drain every single ounce of energy and strength I have. I don’t know, I wish I knew the answer, could it be God sending them to me knowing that I can somehow find the answers for them (& myself)? Humans are so ugly and flawed “I’m never at fault” “why doesn’t she reflect on herself” It’s always them her him never yourself, we will never truly see our ugly selves in the mirror and even if we do, the luckiest of us have wonderful friends who will do their best to shield you from knowing the truth about yourself. Looking deep within, I/you/we - all rotten cores and undeserving of love. My patience was been worn so thin over the years keeping opinions hiding secrets just so that they’ll never find out the extent of their behaviour, they’ll never know the opinions that resonate secretly, is it right for me to rant, not let them know anything and continue with their seemingly offensive life? Am I really being a true friend?
Sometimes I feel so sick and disheartened about myself and people and the world that I think Noah’s Ark/ The Great Flood is a good idea. Wipe everything out and start on a clean slate.
Then again, it is a mad rambling at 2am.